i think i have reached that point...
Where i'm probably just going to say what the hell i want.. yup
no one else keeps their mouths shut... why should i right? at least i'll do it publicly... not behind peoples backs.... that way next time i "say" something... people will hear it from me not the idiot chinese whisperers..
cuz around this place it's a constant game of oral twister or Cluedo... Colonel mustard... in the back... with the knife..
Or at least i think it was colonel Mustard.... someone told me thier friend's sister's dog's walker saw him... Therefore... i guess it must have been him riight?
so... just maybe i'm thinking there's this place called... Eff the hell out of my life yeah?
or the place donw the street from that... umm.. oh what's it's name oh.. oh yeah... Mind your own damn business...
I'm trying to remember that i don't care what people say...
but then at the same time i just sit back for the ride and think i won't tell that i know what's been said and who said it... and just be all A ok with ya'll...
I'm actually in the mood for outing a few people for being utter Assholes...
but i'm sure they already know what assholes they are... just not that i know...
isn't this fun?
Maybe now i can hear a couple months down the road about this post?
In case i forget right?
It's far easier to be mad at these kind of situations, Rather than being upset and crying about it...
FYI just because you don't discriminate on which of your friends you bitch about... doesn't mean you're bloody switzerland... it means you're just a bad friend to both people...
oh well...
bad friend, Good friend, what's the difference these days anyway eh?
I actually just want to laugh...
you know that angry laugh where people laugh at them selves for being so stupid and for believing things that come out of people's mouths.
But whatever right?
I just love when people quote my blog back to me as some sort of weapon... Like really? do people honestly think i'd write (publicly) something that they could use against me to make me feel all guilty and sad.. boohoo please.
or maybe i should... that way it'd be a much less redundant conversation when people try using this one against me?
Oh Christi.. bad idea to alienate people like that... Pfft...people that this doesn't apply to know that... and those that do..? well i damn well hope i alienate myself from them... i don't have space in my head for them...
at this stage i'm just rambling
Rambling about how people i trusted with my life pretty much threw me off a bridge
about how people still run around like 7 year olds telling on people...
about how people can't keep their silly mouths shut.. especially when the don't know what they're talking about
Thank goodness for my parents and siblings or i'd have quit this ride
Because it stinks.
It's not like the shock absorbers aren't working and the car wiggles around a little.
no it's more like there aren't any shock absorbers anymore and the handling is terrible and the car rolls too easily on all the turns
That's what you get for installing faulty shocks i guess... never trust dodgy shocks... or faulty friends...
oh and y'all can be bitching an whining about me to your hearts content
i don't give a shhh
because
i'm so over you and i'm over giving a damn that people think i don't know what they say and that they then come at me with their fake little smiles, while they're bitching about me in their fun emails and phonecalls...
i just think you're effing dumb for thinking i'm THAT dumb... that someother idiot isn't going to tell me and spoil all your fun... aww i'm sorry
and now... i'd like to say i'm sorry if i just walk away from you while you talk to me..
But i'm not and i won't be... i may have all the time in the world but i'd rather have all my teeth pulled than waste a second speaking to someone who clearly couldn't give a crap about me and who i have no respect for.. so there... solved... if i just piss off that's why.
I'm fighting the urge to just write f off
but i won't
instead i'll end this with
Go to hell
The end.. Merry Kissmyassmas.
