DEATH!

i did it! i woke up at 6 and went running for an hour and a half with Brendan and David. i might die. feels good though.. didn;t think i could keep going for that long but i didn't stop the whole time. obv i walked some and ran some.. but i didn't stop. i'm way proud of myself :D :D

Things can only get...

i've been wanting to go running for AAAAGES now. Brendan and David are going running at 6:30 tomorrow so yaaaaay!! it's like.. a fresh new start for me! Heaven knows old Christi wouldn't have gone running!! then i can be all... fit and stuff. i like the sound of that! i'm getting in a good mood now. i'm so greatful for the people who care about me and support me. i have realised that they far outweigh those who don't. i'm lucky :D
we'll see how the early morning running goes... aah Scary and exciting at the same time. i just gotta keep at it til it doesn't tire me anymore! (this might be a while hahaha)

Good night :D

LiiL

... Time to just forget about them, me thinks. i've wasted alot of tears and thought on them. thank goodness some Amazing people just know what to say and how to make things better :D