Oops.. i did it (or rather didn't) again!

Argh! yes i have left it for ages again before writing on this!! shame shame on me! lol

Well.. Hmm Lemme see what's new?

I got called as ysa Rep in cork... I'm trying so hard to come up with some ideas and stuff... it would be so much easier if we had a larger and more enthuisiastic group! but i tells ya! i will have them excited about Ysa Activities yet!

I've seen a load of good ideas! while there are only like 4 of us active a dance is kinda.. a bad idea! especially since i'm the only girl?!? GAH!

But i've seen some good alternatives! :)

also.. still loving college.. starting to feel a lil pressure now for christmas evaluation. but i'll survive it i flipping hope! RIGHT?!? lol

and then once this evaluation is over it's pretty much a free fall til april! i kinda can't believe it's almost over really?! one exam in may right at the beginning... i'm pretty freaked really.. i mean i'm keeping up with the classes and all i'm just like.. wooo i'll graduate next september! :) :)

then i've gotta decide what to do next! for now i'm happy with doing my second year of photography! and then probably a mission in like october of 2011?! scary but i gotta do something right?! anyhoo... that's like a good while away so we'll see what happens til then?!


wow i actually feel like i have sooooo much stuff to say!! Funny?!

I also have this stupid idea that i keep coming back to in my head... but that's about all i'm gonna say about it on here.. That's how stupid it is!! lol

i'd like to think it's do_able but for me?! i dunno! it'd be like pretty much living my life long secret dream! and i'm sure i'd be pretty ok to do it if i got over my nerves?! anyway... now that that rant is over?!

Mom and Dad were asked to go to tralee branch on sundays from now ... dad was called as Elder's Q there and Mom as Primary President... kinda funny since Mom has been saying since before they went... " i just don;t want to be in Primary" haha!

Ah well.. i know everything is for a reason! i just flipping wish i could find out the reason for everything... that way i'd be much ..MUCH more willing to do stuff?! i also wish that there was like Clear instructions for life "Christi in 2009 you must Go to college in st johns and do photography, In 2010 you must go and do what you've always wanted to do.. and don't worry it'll work out, in 2011 ....." people say that'd be boring.. but honestly i think it would be a HUUUGE help! i'd like to know that i'm gonna succeed and not make a fool of myself when i do something?! anyway...

I also moved out to Travice and Brendan's house... For 3 days! lol it just wasn't right for me yet?! Maybe if it had been my own place it'd have been different.....



I'm so absolutely terrified of failing right now?! at like everything!? i have no idea where this came from all of a sudden! flippin annoying is what it is! lol

Anyway... this was supposed to be just a lil short note and ended up being one long ass bugger if a post! hahah Oh well


Bubye!

X Christi